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where is everyone on the spectrum honestly ?

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i think being able to sing in tune absolutely tells you wheere someone is at. you dont have to sing well, just in tune or be able to pick up a harmony. before my s.a i did not get harmonies at all. but now i can pick them up in a few seconds usually. because leaving the cave put me back in harmony. so where the hell are u on the spectrum. spills

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surrender to grief

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Mar 2
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oh I was just answering your question of something to surrender to - grief is usually a culprit, resentment, sometimes people, friends, family sometimes, ideas, goals, control. many surrenders. you can surrender to anything, its a bit of a culty word but I used it when I was in a cult so this makes sense lol. n.a is the cult. by the way ha

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what is on the other side of "that" - lol dont worry about my feelings just say whats on your mind

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I didn't know we were discussing grief I guess that's what I was enquiring about.

the picture I posted about grief after the spectrum criteria is the way I experienced it last time but I think that because I didn't grieve. not grieving when you need too, is way worst than grieving. grief itself is kind of beautiful because its love. not letting go and allowing yourself to grieve is living hell. I went into psychosis.

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ok give me a name of a modern artist who is as dangerously just and honest as socrates, today?

theres only kanye west.

socrates was insane. he drove people crazy. sound familiar...

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you need to be introduced to Kanye west. Idk the guy, but I know from is lyrics, and production style he is one of the great artists of the last 10 years easy. more.

if you like music then you should start to try and understand Kanye west.

ill post a blog with some of his lyrics and music that make him great.

YEEZUS the album is a 30 minute piece of listenable art. it's really one of the most unique musical works. it's a first of its type. and that's fucking rare. its really amazing.

best love songs in the business too ha. kicks Taylors swifts ass. WHY I MADE THAT BITCH FAMOUS. god damn

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then I have to come to the conclusion that you don't understand or truely love music. because he is a brilliant artist. I mean have you listened to Yeezus in full? do you like daft punk. its like daft punk evolved mixed with some unique af production and sampling ive ever heard. its political. the live performance he did on snl for that album is noting short of brilliant brave and insane. and he samples Marilyn Manson which is really sick. I mean with every negative u got to say about him, ill give you 17 positives

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they a goood sign you have leveled up to that part of the spectrum though

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yesterday was dark and today i saw colour for the first time AND I WAS IN AWE AND IVE NEVER STOPPED BEING IN AWE. after my first s.a i went from black and white to colour and i have never gone back. after jethros death i went into a very typical psychosis triggered by melancholia and idk......im not full of darkness like i used to be anymore but im alone in the dark stilll. waiiting...

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anything / everything/ - - - - noticing and awe must be practiced if we want anything to change in this doomed world. like wow that's red, ho beautiful, wow that's the sky its so cool, wow that's a waterfalll, wow its a police officer at my door, so cool lol....something like that. no but in all seriousness noticing is the first thing to practice and noticing becomes more fun if you are able to be in awe of the stuff too ya know

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if you aren't happy with that spectrum criteria, then write your own if ya so passionate about criticising mine. lol. has anyone else in the world attempted a cave spectrum criteria? I should check. I mean I have no idea how ro write a spectrum criteria so sure its fulll of shit scientifically speaking. but I know that story so well that if you identify with one level more than the others then that can tell me where u are at and they aren't in order of the story either. so 3 might be the first part of the story, I did that to blind you so you can't just choose where in the story you want to be heh. I want to seriously know where on the spectrum u at

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but that's stating the obvious but pretty sure the cave palable was the first of its kind explaining a spirtual awakening

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and all the elements that come along with a spiritual awakening, good and bad. evil and blissful. war and peace. actually fuck peace, after u have a spiritual awakening peace is not a want imo. its a forever commitment to learn about life and love

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what are?

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did you do the proper survey cave spectrum?

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