The Lonely Girls V Nick Cave (Cycle 8 Vol 1)

HEAVEN & HELL

The Lonely Girls present the poem V Nick Cave Cycle 8 (Vol 2)

For all you absolute losers who are A. So obvious in your conclusions about what I’m doing and my intentions (which I addressed in a blog a few weeks back, sigh), in writing and creating these series of blogs. Also, B. For the ones who two weeks after Jethro died were telling me to “get the fuck over it”……And for those of you now who are telling me to “MOVE ON!”. You need to educate yourselves on losing a boyfriend/husband/partner so suddenly. I have lost two.

I will never move on, and I don’t fucking have to. But even with the undisclosed circumstances of Jethro’s death for me aka. no funeral and not even being told cause of death. (Jethro was still in the morgue 6 months after his death, a coroner wasn’t meant to, but did tell me that).

The childish, weird and pety games his mother played post death, like inviting me to the wake and then uninviting me. Choosing instead to invite losers who hung out with Jethro once or twice in the time I was with him over six years. (In saying this, those people are not my people, and I’m not sure I would have gone anyway. I was in a very bad state the three weeks after I found out. Shit, I’m still in a bad state some 2 and a bit years after it).

Anyway, for anyone who thinks I’m doing this for any other reason besides that I have been very sad lately about it, is not using their brains. Stop with the shallow thought processing, it’s so boring. Nick Cave’s sudden chatter about Jethro in public has triggered me back into some kind of depression. (He shouldn’t be able to do this).

So this is the only way I can reclaim some power back, that he has decided to enforce upon (“THE MASTER OF SPIN”).

WE DON’T MOVE ON FROM GRIEF……Below, this is a good talk and is very real and honest. This woman tells a story of losing a partner and becoming a widow.

It is very different losing a boyfriend or husband, over a child, over a grandparent ect. They are all very different individually also. I haven’t lost that many people in my life, but I do feel like every loss is different, and it never gets easy. It’s easier when granted some kind of closure, I know that. However this time, they literally just slammed the door on my whole world.

The one thing I wanted…

A WORD TO THOSE MEN WHO WILL NEVER HAVE THE BEAUTIFUL ONES

As for the incel comment on my Serving Up Cunt blog. He deleted the comment. I don’t know who that was, but that was a real loser move dude. Why delete it? Keep it up! Some of these beta males I swear are all so pathetic. They just trying to deter me and tear me down.

Im threatening a certain group of people with my new escort business proposal. I have had to change my phone number and escort name, because there’s a large group of them trying to sabotage me. The comment was good in that it proved what I’m saying and that I’m not paranoid. This is very much real, I “changed my phone number,” real.

However, what they don’t understand is, I got nothing else to do except launch this business, so it will be launched. You will have to kill me to stop me. And that is me just being 100% honest, I will see this escort fintech business be launched. The adult industry is a very specific industry with specific needs and for this, needs a system built by someone who knows the pre-booking process extremely well. Also knows all the scenarios one might end up in, and can identify the biggest issues within the process. Only a working escort can do this. However, as you can see, I’ve been receiving an onslaught of comments and Hyenna nips, like that of the incel commenting on my blog, for many months now.

This is why no escort has tried to do this yet, this is what we are faced with and although I will continue on NO MATTER WHAT, I can’t lie that it’s been pretty rough with no support. They can wear you down at times, and have succeeded in doing so for me and continue to succeed, but even so, NOTHING WILL STOP ME launching this escort fintech system. So if this is what you are trying to achieve, trust me, you won’t.

Those are the kinds of pimps who WISH they could still bash us up with coat hangers then run us a bath and give us pills, so we forget they were the ones who bashed us up in the first place.

Now leaving damaging comments and totally heartless comments on a blog, in which I tried to represent four escorts who have suicided in my time of being an escort, to the hands of this harsh industry. Then, deleting the comment like he never even existed, it’s what they do…(She won’t know you were the one who bashed her in the first place). The pimp from the 1940’s, may have thought the escort forgot he was the one who bashed her, but I doubt she did. Like I am not just going to forget the comment, I’m going to highlight it and call it out. Not one claim in it backed up, because they were all sex worker 101 stereotype lies.

I’m not just going to forget your comment, and considering I wrote several replies in the form of comments, direct emails to all the subscribers, and a blog post about it. Buddy, you lost this time, I won’t call this a battle because that implies he fought back. However, this one was just a cowardly drive by shooting. You don’t even have the courage to show who you really are! Im finding it hard to understand which part is supposed to intimidate me? I’m so confused by the cowardly tactics of these women hating losers, what did you even achieve buddy? Respect your time more, stop wasting it on taking down a woman that has done nothing to you personally and is just trying to offer some incluson for adult industry professionals. There is literally no other reason for this bullshit except you are worried about losing some power? Lame. It doesn’t exist sorry buddy, its all an illusion.

The relentless hate, shame and discrimination catches up to us eventually though. Hate from small little anonymous beta jerks, can add up.

No more shall I speak of him now, but he continues to be spoken about whenever I speak about the treatment of women in society at the moment. Entering the business world, this has amped this up quite significantly for me. It’s not looking too good at all for us here ladies. What the fuck has been going on in here? Why isn’t this talked about more. I understand there was inequality, however, this is fucking ridiculous. The business world is still Mad Men, why aren’t we talking about this more?

Only 4% of 3.4 billion in venture capital went to female-led startups last year.

It’s time to start supporting other women in the business industry and speaking out about this mishap ladies. Even if you aren’t in the business industry support those of us who are and just talk about it. The more it’s talked about, the smaller and less power it will get. These female resenting losers are just trying to bully us out of the industry. Don’t allow it, feminist or not, support women in the business industry and start talking about it. Nothing will change in the silence.

The Lonely Girls love Buffy V The Vampire

feat. Whos Dat from Star Maker Karaoke App (Cycle 9)

Here's an informative article, if you don’t know the circumstance surrounding the dire statistical state of women in the business industry at the moment:

This link - Women in AI and Business: World Economic Forum

Gender inequality is old news, I understand, its obviously alive and well in many industries. However, to what extend, is what has shocked me about these stories.

The 4% statistic completely shocked me, because I was thinking, they aren’t even trying to pretend we never were slaves anymore. They just literally don’t give a fuck at this point. And fair enough, they keep getting away with it. Women need to start supporting women in this, because men are out. We are all we got, let’s put each other first. It’s a long shot, but we have no other hope.

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IN OTHER NEWS, I cloned my voice with this AI reader but it kept making me sound American. Bizarre. This guy a know went all dark when I told him to try it, I asked if he was a AI doom spreader (or whatever we are to call them). What do we call an unrealistic fear of AI? Because the phobia is alive and real. He never replied to me ever again after that I believe. I haven’t heard from him since.

ANYWAY, what is one to do about that?

I’m going to do some karaoke, it’s my thing. I have a thing. It’s an app called “star maker.” It’s magical, kind of.

The Lonely Girls V Nick Cave (Cycle 10)

So anyway, the natural voice reader wouldn’t finish the whole chapter, so I have decided to post this chapter in written form. It is a very short chapter from my reflection called Predator. I think the idea of this chapter, is to introduce the importance of colour within my journey, from my first spiritual awakening until now. It is an extremely important aspect of this whole process. Integral! Kind of like the tree of knowledge of good and evil. The tree is the cause of much grief later in the story of course, but that doesn’t mean the tree itself is evil. Well, same goes for colour in my life.

This is chapter 6 (cycle 5) The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil and Colour: