Hey David sick thanks for feedback awesome. So, I'm not at all going to oppose feedback by saying anything I say i appreciate It all, by you telling me that it tells me I didn't explain that section of the chapter well at all because I'm an observational writer that's literally all I'm doing most of the time. I only learnt to ad the creative bits when I decided to turn this novella from non fiction to fiction. But im starting to think that's a bad idea considering I never really read fiction even. I read philosophy. Full stop. Shakespeare and the occasional fiction book and I remember every fiction book I read vividly. And I haven't really ever thought about what I think were great about them. So you have made me think about this too. So good!
I shall explain, numerology to me is pattern recognition or confirmation bias. What I am explaining in this 420 true story, I'm just reiterating really. It's chaotically placed where it's placed, but I actually know now what I've been experiencing with Hitler and 420 is probably more a synchronicity. It's two paths colliding extremely randomly and it's happened again recently with two other areas of my life quite loudly and it will never fail to floor me when it happens. Recently when it happened I nearly cried in fear of it. Its like the universe answering you. Literally answering you and you are brought back down to earth and made to listen. ......fun. lol. So I'm not sure what you are saying about numerology but you have made me realise maybe I just shouldn't say the word numerology but I was starting a story about Hitler and numerology before the God guy told Me that but I hadn't started studying numerology that deeply yet. So excuse my ignorance. It's more about the synchronisation than numerology I now understand but at the time i didn't have this knowledge this was 4 years ago maybe 5. I'm a completely different person now. Lol
ok david, theres coinsidences and then theres just striaght up freakavoid shit. so the latest synchroncity has been little signs over a two week period, where i just felt like, basically the spirit of my ex bf who died around. or his energy. idk what it was but i know i have (this is going to sound way more annoying than numerology sorrry) i have visitations sometimes. and look, im atheist so for me to say this i just cant put it down to anything else. its a bizarre thing that has only happened maybe 3 times, and its the most painful yet beauitiful feeling of love and grief i ever can feel when it comes through and i cry and the energy comes an it goes. one time it talked to me, only one but it was as clear as fucking a sunny bright day! lol.
so anyway few signs thats jethros energy had been around but not enough evidence yet for me to think its significant. so i get on with life. and ive been having these weird moments with taylor swifts new album midnights, just some really like 1 to 1 replica identifications going on. lol. and so i turned to my mother and i said, "right this is the decider im going to randomly choose a song i havent heard offf this midnights album right now and if theres a sign that jethro is cominf through then he is and if not, ill walk away." so i press play on a random song from the album......these were the lyrics:
Lock broken, slur spoken
Wound open, game token
I didn't know you were keeping count
Rain soaking, blind hoping
You said I was freeloading
I didn't know you were keeping count
High infidelity
Put on your records and regret me
I bent the truth too far tonight
I was dancing around, dancing around it
High infidelity
Put on your headphones and burn my city
Your picket fence is sharp as knives
I was dancing around, dancing around it
Do you really want to know where I was April 29th?
STOP.
i thought, what date was that? oh April 29, thats just JETHRO'S BDAY!! I thought i had got it wrong at first, questioned myself but i know jethros bday lol, i know jethros EVERYTHING. lol. tbh. sooooooo....thhings like that just cant get passed me and they happen all thr time and i dont think if they get to that level, that you should ignore them.
next day my friend was napping in on the coach and i was asleep on my bed and i had a really nice dream about jethro and he was kind of trying to help me letb go and move on haha. but it was cool and i liked the dream. and then i went to hang with my friend and i didnt say anything about it for a while and i finally said "so i had a dream about jethro." and he looked at me and his face went a bit white and he goes, "so did i." so we both dreamt about jethro at the same time in the same apartement a day after the april 29 blast.
when it keeps adding like that, thats significant. somehow its significant. its beauty is significant. (and scary sometimes lol).
Hey David sick thanks for feedback awesome. So, I'm not at all going to oppose feedback by saying anything I say i appreciate It all, by you telling me that it tells me I didn't explain that section of the chapter well at all because I'm an observational writer that's literally all I'm doing most of the time. I only learnt to ad the creative bits when I decided to turn this novella from non fiction to fiction. But im starting to think that's a bad idea considering I never really read fiction even. I read philosophy. Full stop. Shakespeare and the occasional fiction book and I remember every fiction book I read vividly. And I haven't really ever thought about what I think were great about them. So you have made me think about this too. So good!
I shall explain, numerology to me is pattern recognition or confirmation bias. What I am explaining in this 420 true story, I'm just reiterating really. It's chaotically placed where it's placed, but I actually know now what I've been experiencing with Hitler and 420 is probably more a synchronicity. It's two paths colliding extremely randomly and it's happened again recently with two other areas of my life quite loudly and it will never fail to floor me when it happens. Recently when it happened I nearly cried in fear of it. Its like the universe answering you. Literally answering you and you are brought back down to earth and made to listen. ......fun. lol. So I'm not sure what you are saying about numerology but you have made me realise maybe I just shouldn't say the word numerology but I was starting a story about Hitler and numerology before the God guy told Me that but I hadn't started studying numerology that deeply yet. So excuse my ignorance. It's more about the synchronisation than numerology I now understand but at the time i didn't have this knowledge this was 4 years ago maybe 5. I'm a completely different person now. Lol
ok david, theres coinsidences and then theres just striaght up freakavoid shit. so the latest synchroncity has been little signs over a two week period, where i just felt like, basically the spirit of my ex bf who died around. or his energy. idk what it was but i know i have (this is going to sound way more annoying than numerology sorrry) i have visitations sometimes. and look, im atheist so for me to say this i just cant put it down to anything else. its a bizarre thing that has only happened maybe 3 times, and its the most painful yet beauitiful feeling of love and grief i ever can feel when it comes through and i cry and the energy comes an it goes. one time it talked to me, only one but it was as clear as fucking a sunny bright day! lol.
so anyway few signs thats jethros energy had been around but not enough evidence yet for me to think its significant. so i get on with life. and ive been having these weird moments with taylor swifts new album midnights, just some really like 1 to 1 replica identifications going on. lol. and so i turned to my mother and i said, "right this is the decider im going to randomly choose a song i havent heard offf this midnights album right now and if theres a sign that jethro is cominf through then he is and if not, ill walk away." so i press play on a random song from the album......these were the lyrics:
Lock broken, slur spoken
Wound open, game token
I didn't know you were keeping count
Rain soaking, blind hoping
You said I was freeloading
I didn't know you were keeping count
High infidelity
Put on your records and regret me
I bent the truth too far tonight
I was dancing around, dancing around it
High infidelity
Put on your headphones and burn my city
Your picket fence is sharp as knives
I was dancing around, dancing around it
Do you really want to know where I was April 29th?
STOP.
i thought, what date was that? oh April 29, thats just JETHRO'S BDAY!! I thought i had got it wrong at first, questioned myself but i know jethros bday lol, i know jethros EVERYTHING. lol. tbh. sooooooo....thhings like that just cant get passed me and they happen all thr time and i dont think if they get to that level, that you should ignore them.
next day my friend was napping in on the coach and i was asleep on my bed and i had a really nice dream about jethro and he was kind of trying to help me letb go and move on haha. but it was cool and i liked the dream. and then i went to hang with my friend and i didnt say anything about it for a while and i finally said "so i had a dream about jethro." and he looked at me and his face went a bit white and he goes, "so did i." so we both dreamt about jethro at the same time in the same apartement a day after the april 29 blast.
when it keeps adding like that, thats significant. somehow its significant. its beauty is significant. (and scary sometimes lol).
couch* lol i type so fast. you should see my hand writing