SHE’S RICH JUST NOT IN THE WAY YOU THINK
One aspect slipped into one of the songs that explains everything, Rey Exclaims about her album Blue Banisters.
Really?
She’s really saying nothing by saying this. lol. Because it would depend on what “everything” means to her and I really hope everything means EVERYTHING, not just like…..” oh my child is everything to me now….” bullshit. Lol.
Everything for Lana would mean, for me anyway, something to do with her relationship with Harvey Weinstein. That’s one EVERYTHING I’ll accept.
And I guess textbook kind of sums some stuff up about that in it…….Maybe there’s a line in that just concluding it. Considering his star power means shit all now he gets around on a walker and has dementia. I really feel for him if those things have been bestowed upon him, but I am not a fool. I keep my options open with HW.
That look she gives in the video about HW, for Shades of Cool. Jesus, she’s goood. I rememebr thinking ouch, I have had that feeling more than I care to admit…watch the clip below its really saying a lot with no words which is how it should be…. - - - V vvvv start at 2 mins in, the look when shes walking in brentwood heh……its creepy familiar that look makes me feel like:
“If I could go back I’d tell myself not to be scared”…..Again this means nothing and is saying nothing why? Because I can go back to now and say that to myself and the “now me” will come up with 50 reasons why that’s not the case, and convince the future Vivian of this too and we would just end up back in fear again where we never left.
Some things in life don’t have preventions, not for everyone and everything. Some things can LITERALLY only be learned in hindsight. It sucks for the pioneers literally suffering so we dont in the future. And they aren’t delusional reasons. I’m not known for being delusional (actually hmmm….). Well, I’m not known for being delusional when I’m sober. Or now, when I am an adult finally. But as soon as I became an adult, I became a child. Complex?
Oh for so SO many hours making Jethro listen to Lana Del Rey with me. I think he hated her for the most part but I know some of her songs hit some trigger points for him and Art Deco is fucking about J, (not literally but might as well be).
When I saw that Gucci ad with her and Jarad Leto I was furious. That little slimeball Jared Leto, leeching off of Jethro for years, to get in on that “Rock n Roll Cool scene,” because Nick Cave would have told him to Fuck Off, I guess when he was still human and stuff.
When I saw the ad for that campaign I shook my head and said to Jethro, "It should have been you…” And I rarely would talk about his modelling career in the present tense because he was not in good health enough to deal with the pressure, he looked good still in 2019. Jethro was a super good-looking kid and looked amazing on camera the number of girls I had to shoo off him was like evil wasps in the Amazon. Well, I was the Anaconda, lol.
Jethro made way more sense with Lana Del Rey. Maybe if Amber Herd was the female in the campaign I’d say sure, Leto is perfect for it. But he never really models (had he ever?). I got the feeling it was a little bit of a knife-in-back situation for Leto to Jethro, at least in the back of Leto’s mind anyway. Jethro probablyfucked a girl he wanted to marry ha, or something like that to warrant this distaste. That doesn’t change the fact that it was Jethro’s campaign 100%.
Leto and lana is a really bad match tbh Sean lennon would have been great too. Vincent Gallo circa 2008. (Dont know his vibe now).
Lol jesus, anyway…..i guess i just hope we don’t get afraid and not face our fears. And Im not being cynical, never, I really hope we all do or already have.
Lana raised me into a child again and same for many others too i know. It’s been a beautiful journey. Its just that not all of us, like lana, got started the easy way and we made mistakes and were really punished for them. We will ride again like the forces of nature weirdo superstars we are, but that doesn't mean from time to time we all don't still feel that grief of life…
I feel ya gurl and we love you Lana. Freaks like us are very unique and people dont always understand, but that probably means we are doing the right thing, the good thing. See you in paradise….
xxxx VIV does LDR. xxxx <3 <3 <3
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