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Obsession + Desire = Hate

"Oh baby! Why don't you talk to me?"

SEX CULT

Jan 06, 2026

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Obsession + Desire = Hate

Incels Anonymous Continues….

Incels confuse their obsession with what they want from me, with physical attraction. Some really thinking they’re sexually attracted to me, but I can tell: I’m not their type in that way.

Classic.

What’s really happening is they sense something — not attraction in the normal sense, but energy, confidence, darkness and Independence.

The ability to speak without asking to, however they don’t know how to handle admiration of me, so they try to control it. They don’t say, “Teach me how you got free.” They say, “Come back in the cage with me so I’m not alone in here.” (I have no mouth but i must scream vibes).

And here’s the truth: I say yes. Not because I’m stupid, because I’m addicted. That and I’m also a Masochist; I like exploring possible risks of pain.

One problem//// Ninety nine choices

This verse or metaphor sums up my relationship with Incel’s quite well, and it inspired this blog. It describes everything I’ve said here — and more. I’ll talk about how things have changed lately after the verse, and what “Jake” stands for in my real life. You may recognise the lyrics in this:

“The year is ‘94, and my trunk is raw
In my rear-view mirror is the motherf%$$%ing law
Got two choices, y’all: pull over the car or
Bounce on the devil, put the pedal to the floor
And I ain’t trying to see no highway chase with -
“Jake”
Plus I got a few dollars, I can fight the case
So I pull over to the side of the road
I heard, “Son, do you know why I’m stopping you for?”
‘Cause I’m young and I’m black and my hat’s real low?
Do I look like a mind reader, sir? I don’t know
Am I under arrest or should I guess some more?
“Well, you was doing 55 in a 54
License and registration and step out of the car
Are you carrying a weapon on you? I know a lot of you are”
I ain’t stepping out of shit, all my paper’s legit
“Well, do you mind if I look around the car a little bit?”
Well, my glove compartment is locked, so is the trunk in the back
And I know my rights, so you gon’ need a warrant for that
“Aren’t you sharp as a tack?
You some type of lawyer or something?
Somebody important or something?”
Well, I ain’t passed the bar, but I know a little bit
Enough that you won’t illegally search my shit
“Well, we’ll see how smart you are when the K9 come!”
I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain’t one – hit me
- Jaz Z 99 Problems// Produced by Rick Rubin