If you google me or my phone number you would get a whole lot of escort sites that Im not actually officially associated with. But they somehow buy the rights to our ads and advertise us for free. I actually think its ok. Unless someone is pretending to be me, but I know they ain’t because its MY phone number on the ad…..I don’t really understand.it ha. Especially when I pay a small fortune to advertise on the platforms I currently advertise on.
Blackmail.
I don’t know much about it but from watching Nyphomaniac volume two yesterday its something to do with finding someones sexual weakness and then giving them a blow job…..etc.
If you haven’t seen Nymph Vol 1 or 2, and you want to, stop reading. But the ending to that film is so great.
I didn’t understand much before I was 29, I was plagued with depression and my brain suffered from this psycho-anti-technology brain version of the black plague. However, film I seemed to still understand on a deeper level, it was my inspiration and my fantasy world to drift on into. When I first saw a Lars Von Trier film I fell instantly in love with it. He has the right amount of humour, tragedy, revenge, freaks and brutal sadistic suffering all weaved into these worlds we have never and (hopefully) will never be apart of. Mixed with funny moments of pop culture and I like that he never has a ending that isn’t 100% wrapped up. There’s no, fill in the blanks with Trier. He ties the main characters stories up beautifully, always going that little bit further than most would go, like a true sadist, but never too far so that I don’t want to watch the brutality, The way he plays out brutality is perfect to watch as entertainment.
I think the ending is great because of the brutality, on first glance some sad older man raping some woman he just met and manipulated as she goes to sleep in his house, well it’s hardly a predictable occurrence…….wait. It’s the Trier logic, it’s logical. Having seen three other Trier films with Skarsgard, when the black metal music comes roaring in and you witness Gainsbourg lifeless on the ground as skaragard walks past the alley into a shop and back again this time seeing her as he passes the alleyway…….Im not thinking, he’s NOT going to rape her.
He’s Trier’s “Villian” right? Or is everyone a villian in a Trier film?
I wonder if anyone else is as big of a Lars Von Trier fan as I? My favourite two directors are very hated. Trier and Gallo. They were both key figures in the Weinstein rapey gatekeeping I know that, an ongoing (I dont know about now? There’s been no news lol) situation in Hollywood, long before Weinstein was even born maybe.
Quintin Tarantino, was also one of Weinstein’s bitch boys as well. Although he said he would make Weinstein apologise to women like Uma Thurman and his then girlfriend in 1996 Mira Sorvino. (who won an Oscar for the Woody Allen film she did which I haven’t seen! Which is weird. Another director I used rto idolise but I made the decision to take him down from the petal still when I had the thought that he may have chosen his adopted daughter out of attractiveness and not because she was a young girl needing a home…….ew) wtf. (But it has given me a good idea for porn). But he still is an asset to the film industry and that’s all ill say.
Tarantino, I really like though, because most things he says in interviews I 100% understand him and identify with his experiences. He referenced the film “The Money Pit” the other day and I have seen that film TOO MANY TIMES to be a sane person. And hearing him reference that movie out of the blue was a bit “whoa.” No one references that film. (And I understand why don’t worry thats not the point lol). And when he explains his process of writing or acting it’s easy to understand and I learn a lot from his interviews.
ANYWAY. Im in guilt and reckoning from starting university late and panicking because Monash University cyber security is as tight as the C.I.A and I can’t get in. WHYYYYY do they always do this. They don’t make it easy they really do not.
What to do with this anxiety?
(Pictured - Still from my favourite film The Brown Bunny - Vincent Gallo)