PART 1/4 HITLER - 420 - COLOUR THESE HAVE BEEN THE THREADS OF NARRATIVE WEAVING THROUGH MY LIFE AFTER HAVING MY FIRST SPIRITUAL AWAKENING
4-2-0. REAL verses REALER A strange phenomenon?
PART 1. REALER THAN REAL - LEAVING THE CAVE AND THE COMPLICATIONS IT CAN BRING TO ONE’S LIFE. ALSO THE B WORD - BLISS.
A strange phenomenon, some might call it, or anyone I respect would call it a superstition and TNEN most likely, “the cynical,” will laugh and ignore your experience altogether. However, I would personally jump to attention and agree listen to you if you were telling me this and that it was REAL. Shall I define the term REAL as used philosophically in this text? (References given):
REAL
adjective
A reality that transcends this current space and also transcends the idea of time. (Hoffman, 2023)
It’s a projection of reality different to the projection of reality in this dimension. (Verveke, J 2022)
The projection of reality in the new real dimension has no arrow of time. Time is NOT real. (And again I highlight that what something is not, is just as important as what something may be). Time is a projection of reality in this dimension that can just as easily not be real in another more deeply real and human dimension of space. Consequently, once the idea of time has got out of our way, this seemingly allows us to dive deeper into another more real projection of reality without time. This will make your experience of reality within more REAL (Hoffman, 2023)
I remember how annoying most people who have visited the unified field (Einstein 1905) can get, aka “the enlightened,”you could call them. Some might just simply say they have experienced a “spiritual awakening (S.A).” This is what I call mine, a spiritual awakening, and if I write S.A during this text, you will understand what I’m talking about. Most of the people in this large group of people (48% of the world, (Verveke, J 2022)) have experienced this enlightenment (You think I would have met more at these numbers but I have met maybe five and most of them have been re-corrupted by this reality again or by the economic system we live in). In any case, those who I see on Youtube who have had a S.A like I did, are usually really really annoying people with acoustic guitars that they can not play, but are “giving it a go.” Die.
They will tell you now their life has changed and they are “happy.” Listen to Eminem’s album “Recovery”(If you can, I won’t blame you if you can’t) and you will understand what I mean. The title may say it all.
It is an amazing experience the first and second times, I’m glad I didn’t have a platform after I experienced my first though, I told two people about it and one was very lovely and interested about it (human being), one thought I had gone born again and told me to fuck off (cave man).
However, I understand the cave man, these “enlightened” people get away with themselves, in other words, they jump the gun. However, the can get dangerous, because they are going to find that not many people, even the really smart ones, are going to even believe they actually had this experience or the amazing benefits that come along with it, nor allow them to integrate this beauty into their lives and their relationships. These cave-men types, refuse to allow it and refuse to see your intensions as good and I want you to conintue to be miserable because they are and you are easier to control when lost and miserable (the aliens stop them).
The cave men, (the cynical majority) don’t have much understanding of the universe and the patterns that make up the universe and most importantly, they don’t know about how important it is to stay in rhythm with these patterns.
Have you heard of a bible basher? I have to admit I’m GUILTY, I was and sometimes can still be one of of these people for S.As. (Sans the acoustic guitar, playing Jack Johnson or Johnny Cash covers on it. Die). I was probably talking about it rampantly for about two weeks after my first S.A and for sure after my second, my boyfriend at the time thought I was going insane. Admittedly, it was a wondrous time during my second S.A, it was 100% a cause for excitement, so I will not apologise for it and I will always express great gratitude for the experiences of both.
It was lucky that I had gone to Narcotics Anonymous (N.A) straight after I had my first S.A, which was a 180 degree change of perspective for me. The N.A part pushed me as deep as I needed to go into become human again after my S.A started the process. The people of N.A helped me integrate what I had learnt during my S.A in the new universal dimension, back into this dimension, unknowingly I’d assume. Whatever N.A did it is exactly what one needs after experiencing a S.A, if you are a addict, maybe therapy would do the same job if you are not. There is something about the N.A Steps that I know had something to do with it, and being apart of a group and sharing and being made to allow people to love me was very much apart of it. They helped me integrate my new human-ness into my new world of colour for two years.
What I am saying about us S.A people, is that if you come across one of them you may want to hit us lol. I may have been that annoying person for two weeks, but I lost it and choose my battles more wisely after a while.
It seemed to me, that some enlightened people never do get over that excitable stage for years though. This is because, these people lack perspective still, even after a ego death. I put it down to a lack of education and therefore lacking the discipline of critical thought. Even though they have been through this blissful universal experience, they have failed to recognise not everyone has and that they sound absolutely crazy when they talk about it. If you are saying things like, “I understood the universe”, or “time ceased to exist,: “I died,” and “I now live in paradise,” things along those lines, what do you expect?
And they did do and experience all these things and I will validate those claims, but there’s an expression that goes, “don’t waste your breathe.” They need to just lead by example. I understand the want for enlightenment for all, but the reality is ALL don’t want it. It is hard living with the un-wanters I know, these people start to resent us and we can’t ever win wth them and this is where the isolation starts to kick in. Luckily there are those people who have knowledge of this phenomenon, mostly academics who know Einstein’s fifth dimension theory, called the Unified Field Theory, who are at least interested and fighting the good fight with us to quantify it.
And these academics are finally coming out to talk about the very dark side to the S.A experience, which I have stumbled down twice, one almost ending in major brain damage.
PT 2 THE DARK PATH
….to be continued
