DOOM CRISIS 1,2 & 3

THE PREDATOR BLOG// w Vivian V (no longer a predator)

notes: I cut this podcast up into smaller clips so I randomly mention The Ballad of Joking Jesus, this is a q anon drop I read on 8 run which is really strange as usual. They are saying things in it like “things thinks.” I don’t know if it’s a typo. But it starts something like, “he was the most queer in the land, his mother was an icon and his father was a bird.” Or some bullshit like that. ha. I urge you to read it and comment your opinion all the same.

I covered alot of issues I thought breaking it up into smaller clips was a better idea. Slowly release my maybe at times offensive to some but good intentioned opinions onto you …..slowwwlyy. lol. So this is the first, ENJOY THE DOOM. <3

DOOM CRISIS 1, 2 & 3

I remember when they took away Time Crisis from Kingpin at the Crown Casino Playtime arcade. It was and still is a cause emergency therapeutic action for me to seek because Time Crisis was how I was learning how to improve in life. SHOOT TO KILL. Tennis can be a good barometer for me but I seem to take to shooting guns very easily, albeit to say I am not very accurate when shooting them at a target. For start, I tend to close my eyes when I shoot a gun, or in the same vain, when I go to hit a ball on a tennis court. I CLOSE MY EYES.

As an evolved animal of the human species, you think keeping your eyes open would be innate in me when trying to achieve ANYTHING. lol. Besides trying to achieve eternal inner peace or sleep, all other things, in order to achieve success, require you to SEE/OBSERVE IT. I’m pretty sure, there would be blind people out there somewhere who have greater accuracy in life than I do. Stevie Wonder, is one of those people FOR SURE.

EYES WIDE SHUT AND BRAIN HALF DEAD. THE DOOM ERA.

Learning how to shoot to kill (metaphorically speaking….these days), is VERY important to me. I played Time Crisis for one year and never got more than 35% accuracy. That’s how ingrained it is to me to not achieve success.

We could say it’s because I don’t think I deserve it, or I don’t really even know what I want or immaturity. Which would all be true. But could it be because, I just never learnt or had a teacher to kick my ass and teach me how to do it. No one to push me.

I had a problem with authority when I was younger, so Im very out of practice in asking for help. And I’m constantly surrounded by narcissists who I can’t trust to help me. But sometimes, it’s better to have enemies around than friends. Why? Because enemies are predictable, you know they will screw you over and you are ready for it. It’s friends and people you love that give you mental illnesses and eternal damage. lol.

I no longer have an issue with authority, I respect it these days as long as that respect is mutual in an appropriate on a student/teacher respect measure.

A famous psychologist said the other day. (She was the psychologist who assessed Amber Herd in the trial last year and gave a testimony about it). She was saying, that people who marry for love are at a much greater risk for divorce than people who don’t. Which instantly made sense to me.

I am a big fan of the Andy Warhol’s philosophy book, where he talks about relationships and how they should be treated like investing money in the stock market. If you are not getting a return on your investment you sell, It’s as simple as that.

"Everything has its beauty. But not everyone sees it." - Warhol

Marriage is a business contract, and there’s no friends in business. Who made marriage about love? It’s never been about love in royal families, even Jewish families seem to not marry for love for the most part, it’s still common for Jewish families to disown any member of the family if they don’t marry within the Jewish faith, and if you are not in the Jewish faith, it’s not an easy club to join. Jewish families also, are quite matriarchal in hierarchy and stay very close. Which means, when it comes to finding a business partner to marry, the jewish mother would definitely pick a better partner for her child than they would.

I’d probably trust my grandparents to have picked a business partner for me, but that boat has sailed and probably would have been weird asking them to do that anyway haha. Personally, I think having a child with a gay couple would work well, no sexual relationship, all business, and I get breaks from the child which I think is important. (As long as it’s consistent and maybe fortnightly basis and the child is going to a loving supportive environment - Ive only thought about this a teeny tiny bit…..). This would give me time to work and do what I love still and vice versa, while skipping over the accidental child abuse that alot of mothers seem to be falling into hard lately, followed by some hard HARD denial.

Cher and Winona Ryder play a abused and "accidental" (whoops....sorry) abuser mother and daughter in Mermaids. (I've seen that film 1 million times). 

MY IDEAL LIFE.

1. A child with a gay couple I likeyyyyy.

2. Always treating it like an investment, make sure we heading up all the time and if it plummets ever, concern is needed to be taken seriously and investigated throughly.

3. And I would want to home school my child for the two weeks I have her/him. School doesn’t seem like an option to me in this day and age. Our education system is shocking in this country. It’s like they have let the directors of clown college develop curriculums for EVERY school in Australia. (Aka it’s a joke).

I mean we don’t even have a bar for law students here yet. WHY? What is stopping them from having one here so lawyers in Australia can actually be competent at their jobs. Whoa whoa whoa, we wouldn’t want too much of that, cool off “Vivian Veeezzter.” In all seriousness, COMPETENCE, EDUCATION AND LOGIC.

MY IDEAL COMMUNITY.

1. Pay our law enforcement a better salary. Why is our police force so corrupt? They doing it for money, we pay them nothing, considering they are signing up for a job where half the population instantly hate them or don’t want to be friends with them anymore. I think that deserves to be paid. I’m pretty sure the people and the police’s general relationship would improve if this happened.

2. Pay teachers more. A lot of teachers don’t have enough education in teaching or if they do they aren’t passing down this wisdom, they are just ticking boxes and don’t really even want to be teachers in the first place because the salary is so low. I remember there was a 12 week fast tracked teaching certificate anyone with a bachelor in anything could do, in order to qualify to teach and voila, you got Ms Peterson having a break down at the front of the class when she can’t keep control over us crying instead of teaching. My kindergarten teacher who used to chase naughty children around the class room and when she caught them would smack down on them hard, basically beating them up. She was fucking crazy. But she used to have these Captain Planet coloring in books and I swear, I would have died to get a hold of one.

   I was school captain at this school…….I didn’t care about the children being bashed or the god damn incompetent crying teachers. I just wanted those captain planet colouring-in books and I would have stopped at nothing.

(I used to shoot to kill when I was a little girl. What happened? I got distracted I think, forgive me father for I have sinned. Time to get back on course. Oh wait…..Can’t, because everywhere in the world I look right now doom is upon us.)

3. In saying that, police officer’s should also have at least a Masters degree (this could be in criminology or social sciences, arts etc) to be a police officer. I know the AFP need two degrees, and the difference between a police officer and a member of the AFP is very obvious.

   Education = discipline which = confidence and competence = achievement = freedom.

Those people who never did any school after year 12 miss out on a very silver platter version of this freedom though. It’s the discipline of your thinking. We aren’t born with the skill to think properly or know how to ask the right questions, this is a learnt skill and a really good way to learn it really fast, is at university. I think I had basically had the insight moment into this great lesson less than three months into starting at Griffith University in Brisbane, I now attend Monash Univeirsty in Melbourne doing what I love, THINKING. Some people may get it from other areas of life if they are lucky. I learnt just as nearly just as much from those around me when I was younger, as I did at university (when it came to the main teachings of a university, not necessarily the detailed content. Besides philosophy, the detailed content was not why I loved attending university). I would always make sure I had a few people older than I who knew alot more than I around me to learn from. If I felt someone had nothing to teach me, I would shift them out of my life for someone who could. Living like this was constantly living like you are less than, than those around you, because I was. But, the beating to my confidence this resulted in, may have caused more damage then good at the time. Later in life it has served me well to have those tough years always feeling like the one who was behind or not as good as, it eventually paid off and I am grateful for all my unofficial teachers who really believed in me and did all they could to help teach me about the world.

Either way I was a bad student though. But being a student is fucking hard and you need a lot of humility. The ego isn’t needed for this part of life. You just get up, get it done methodically if possible, and have faith that all the pain now, will add up to a beautiful array of wisdom some day in the future when you least expect it these mind skills start kicking in and its always worth it.

Education is so important is the lesson I walked away with from my first semester at univerisity and that first insight on how I had starrted to change in the first 3 months of starting my work, that was the beginning of something really special that happened many years later to me. I know that for sure, it that that first bit of light followed by the healing hand of pain that eventually stopped me from preparing for war, I was done, finally.

I hadn’t learnt to shoot to kill yet (and maybe that will never be something I improve on) but I did learn how to be the ball, from killing my ego, respecting authority, enduirng all sorts of discipline and negative critique, and finally allowing humility to grow in it’s place. Humility is the most attarctive trait any person can have to me.

EVERYONE IS A GANGSTER TODAY. THE WORLD IS A GHETTO NEIGHBORHOOD IN COMPTON AMONG THE PLANETS.

GEN. DOOM.

I got a question - Are the Australian government being so obviously and openly corrupt on purpose or are they just fucking idiots? Is it just me or do you feel like MAYBE you are being scammed by them CONSTANTLY. lol.

I think the American government is very calculated and everything that happens in America is planned by the powers that be. However, the Australian government are probably just a bunch of incompetent racist, homophobic, sexist and conservative rich white fools, most of them openly straight up alcoholics, running this god damned country. They are really just deciding all of our unjust punishments within the law system and doing a great job at pitting us against one another with these dystopian creating, utopian ideas that you must strive for. This is broadening gaps between sections of people and distracting us from the fact that they are taking every little bit of our power away from us little by little. In way of our personal and seemingly private data.

They are all controlled by the big banks, who need them to form policy based on the sum zero game where banks win and the people lose. And so this is what they do, and in return they get kick backs in the form of cold hard cash of course. All the while, pretending they care what’s happening in THE REAL WORLD, but their material world will always be more important to them. They couldn’t give a fuck about social change or Indigenous Australians. EVERYTHING THEY DO is going to lead to them staying rich and us staying where we are, no room for growth. Growth would be the last thing anyone in the senate would want for the people. I believe they are openly corrupt because they think we are that stupid, that we won’t see there games a mile away……..and they would be correct.

Unfortunately, we are constantly falling for their utopian idealised social policies and that “hope” that one day we will all be equal and no one will be racist and everyone will live in harmony. Like equality or “sister doom.”

Speak of the devil

WHEN HAS THESE UTOPIAN IDEALS EVER COME TO FRUITION? EVER? lol. Never! And it’s not starting now that's for damn sure.

If history has shown us anything, it’s that the people behave in certain ways towards a certain social issues and have not shown much growth or change of mind. Which means, the likelihood of anything changing is very low, I would not be investing anything into these government proposed false hopes. It would be like buying shares in bitcoin right now, you don’t unless you have ALOT of money and even then you wouldn’t go for bitcoin. Government social policy, is Bitcoin, don’t invest in it at the moment, it’s stalemate, but still not cheap enough to justify buying unless you are already very wealthy.

Social change will start to evolve and get back on course once the people get together and work it out amongst ourselves. The people need to academically educate themselves and stop listening to the governments propaganda, that’s intentionally set up to keep us from growing socially. For the people to make the changes needed for society to not collapse, this would be essential.

The government, mainly liberal and maybe your occasional labour member but not typically, are good with federal budgets, inflation, money policy shit. Personally, I don’t want the people in charge of those kinds of things ha. Most ministers, have law degrees, MBA’s, and they have money and usually people with money know how to keep it and make more of it. Fact. So they can stay in power purely for that, I will only vote on financial policy these days. But if the Labour government are telling me I must vote yes or no in some suspicious (racist) sounding referendum to help our Indigenous community (because they are known for this kind of help?? Not at all suspect), then I’m going to tell them to get fucked because if my data is a share they want to invest in, my data isn’t coming to them on a silver platter for free. (Wait, I use the internet so maybe check that ha. But at least the internet is smart about it, I feel insulated by the way our government tries to manipulate us). But as far as the referendum ballot was concerned in reference to investments, not adisable likely to yield bad or no return, do not invest. The only return on that investment is going to be had by the government obviously, in the form a mass amount of data they obviously were not able to get via other means they have set up MONEY, POWER, GLORY.

In this information war, ignorance is a personal choice. Stop choosing it. Or POW! Opps you died. 

They are all sinners, in a cycle of relying on the people to make bad investment choices, leading us to continually lose and they continually win. But there win, is in constant need of our lose. Thought about like this, the power balance isn’t so distant. The likelihood the people will wake up to this fact is ZERO though, why? Pokie machines, sugar in everything fucking up our brains, pharmaceutical companies lying to keep women crazy and sick and easily controlled and on the other side, there is this pressure for men to be something they used to be but have evolved from now and just obviously aren’t that anymore, leading to risng levels of male suicide and male risk taking behaviour. This is resulting in boys not finishing university and worse not even finishing high school these days. This is not new information, most people will say they know this and don’t trust the government, but these very same people will then turn around and invest their data in that referendum vote the other day, which is the exact opposite to understanding that the government are perpetually screwing us over in reference to gaining data and stripping us of power because of it. lol. GAH!

Logic has abandoned the majorities brains and people are acting very erratically and contradictory lately. And nothing is more annoying than this. But “the logics” are losing against the majority “the annoyings” by a landslide. The logics, are like the fool who left the cave and then comes back to tell the cave people what the fuck is up and gets beat up and told he is delusional.

Ladies and gentlemen, I brand this THE ERA OF DOOM and I suggest we all try to find a playtime that does still have time crisis and learn how to shoot to kill. Accuracy growth is of vast importance right now. The Doom Era is chaos and it’s as simple as sinking or swimming. I believe, if we keep playing these horse and pony games that the government use to control us, we will no longer even have that choice anymore, It will just be SINK OR SINK.

This “no choice” era is not an era I can name properly or even want to know the name of or want to get caught up in ever! We the people, if this choice to swim is taken away from us, we will only have ourselves to blame for being so ignorant as to think utopian ideas of social change are actually feasible, or let alone proposed for our benefit. And all it takes to see right through this is writing a few essays successfully. I think writing just one university grade essay would help start to mould a human’s brain into seeing the cracks in the propaganda we yield daily.

I’d like to end this era of doom and quickly enter into an era of critical thinking. No more utopian policies or promises being blindly believed, leading us into maybe the closest thing to hell we could ever get to and I reiterate, THAT WE will have created and only have ourselves to blame for it.

There’s more of us than them.

THERE WIN RELIES ON OUR LOSE……….so stop losing.

You want anarchy without violence and rape?………stop losing.

I believe it’s as simple as that and education is how we will win this war. This ain’t no hot war, this is a war of the minds and instead of building cover ups to make money through the sex trades like ISIS, or drug trades like in NAM, they are now covering up to take your personal data and use that to make money from YOU.

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w/ Vivian V

Love to you all and let’s all invest in the desire to shoot to kill (metaphorically speaking……I think).

<3

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REFERENCES

I couldn’t find the main guy who’s YouTube channel I have been getting a lot off my war information from because I have a new account with YouTube because I got hacked and had to delete my old one. I had to reset my entire operating system. lol. and I have a Mac, trust me to get a Mac virus which is almost impossible.

HOWEVER

This woman I think is second to the other guy. She is a very professional and smart woman who is a woman I trust and listen too on current affairs. She’s a little too stoic for me to trust in other areas of opinion maybe. But this woman is legit. Subscribe.

Music this week on the podcast is all from seminal psychedelic sample gods and artistic geniuses noise band BROADCAST from their album Broadcast and the Focus Group Investigate Witch Cults of the Radio Age.

and

My man, Kanye West Jesus Lord

And his track from the PABLO album, FML instrumental.

FIN.

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